In this conceptual essay, we weave concepts of critical race theory, joy, [anti-]disciplinarity, and humanization toward a critique of the disciplinary organization of teacher preparation program curricula through what we term a pedagogy of humanizing co-creatorship. In this essay, we seek to position disciplinarity as needed, but find that antiracist practices, such as the centering of joy and humanization, are even more ethically fundamental to creating culturally sustaining early-career teachers.