School-Based Agricultural Education teachers faced a unique challenge during the COVD-19 pandemic as they continually tackled state and local health mandate decisions while teaching technical skills in a variety of settings, advising FFA chapters, and supervising work-based learning experiences. These challenges could influence teacher motivation in a variety of ways. Thus, the purpose of this study was to explore the essence of SBAE teacher motivation during the shared trauma of the COVID-19 pandemic. This phenomenological study consisted of eight solo interviews and two focus group interviews (n = 14) that focused primarily on teachers' motivation within their teaching role. Participant responses resulted in four themes: (1) stronger teachers emerging from the chaos, (2) triumphs and challenges of working with students in the three-circle model, (3) always the scapegoat, rarely allowed to graze, and (4) forced reconciliation of work-life priorities. These themes consisted of both motivational and demotivational factors in the teachers' past year, and provide insight for state staff, teacher educators, and professional development providers as they support teachers as the pandemic continues.